theoretically.... if you had something in your mind, that sounds very good to you, BUT would require a great deal of work to even get to the entry level and start it and than would be evenly growing hard for about 2-3 years, and overall a GREAT challenge anyway... (but with a possibility of an equally great improvement and a seemingly satisfying new set of knowledge)
would it be something that you start anyway?
am I crazy to see this very inviting?
for I want to try such thing, even with the good possibility of failing.....
for IT IS HARD and I want to improve myself to such level.... and fight off the thing that held me back all my life doing it..... to break myself into something new?
am I crazy to feel inspired by these well-over-my-current-abilities things?
I'M bit afraid that i'm loosing my marbles and I don't realize it
Please make some arguments! For I'm very-very much interested in various ideas about this!
and I'll tell you what is this thing...